Saturday, August 7, 2010

More Sads

I weigh about 35 pounds less now than I did just before giving birth.  I am a pound or two below my pre-pregnancy weight.  I was feeling so good about my weight loss that I forgot I was tubby pre-pregnancy.  I decided to buy a nice pair of jean shorts from J. Crew.  They had that summery cut-off look, you know?  So, yesterday, my mom came over to Temple-sit, and I hauled my cookies to the mall and got a pedicure, then shuffled over to J. Crew to get my new shorts.  They didn't have my size (Big McLarge Huge), so I tried on a smaller size (normal), and as I examined my cottage cheese thighs in the florescent lights, I said, "well, f this," and bought a $55 hoodie instead.  I do like my hoodie though.
I resolve to not to pass this self-loathing on to my perfect daughter.

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